Loving myself is not going to be easy.
Every time I told myself that I was a child of God, Satan filled my head with the thought, "You are a liar, you are a son of Satan." He reminded me of sin after sin that I had committed.
God is love.
Love is patient. I need to be patient with myself.
Love is kind. I need to be kind to myself.
Love also keeps no record of wrongs.
As I walked along the sand next to the ocean, I thought of the poem, "Footprints". However, God gave me a different twist to think about.
Every time that Satan reminded me of one of my sins, I watched as my footprints were washed away by the incoming waves. Even the deadly sins were mentioned
Pride. Greed. Envy. Gluttony. Lust. Wrath.
On a beautiful day in Santa Barbara, I walked and talked with God knowing that every one of my sins was forgiven, each and every time I watched the waves wash away my footsteps.
Come to think of it, this may be easier than I thought. I was happy to mention to God that I did not despair knowing that he had removed my sin as far as the east is from the west.
If God remembers my sin no more, I think I can receive His love and keep no record of wrongs either.
JT... you da man... Excellent way to visualize God washing away our sins... Love you, Tim
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