Thursday, May 24, 2012

What Will This Day Be Like? I Wonder.


I woke up this morning, singing " What will this day be like?  I wonder."...
"Besides what you see, I have confidence in me."

The thought dawned on me.  "I want to be Julie Andrews."
Sound of Music.  Mary Poppins.  Victor/Victoria.

Do I Really want to be a nun, a magical nanny and a drag queen?

Yes.  I DO.

Delusion of Grandeur squelched.  Julie Andrews is not a nun, a magical nanny or a drag queen either.  Reality is these are roles she played so well you believed she was those people.  At least, I did.

My profound reality is
1)  I want to be a monk who contemplates and meditates.
2)  I love to work with children.
3)  I am a man attracted to other men.

I leave you now so that I can go to the ocean and "Feed the Birds!"